i m so happy today!!!!!!!!!! oh and about the other daY I wAS jUZ kIDdINg about i hate my frenz and all that,,,,,,,i was bored yesterday  and no one msg me yesterday 

i really hate my friends!!!!!!!!.......They left me behind many times since primary school....they really arent my true friends at all..........my fren wanted to ask me out on monday but i could not go wif them becuz my mother ask me to follow her to go to her fren's open house it was so boring there but i hav fun....then my fren  ask me again if i could go out on friday and i say yes....but when i ask her  yesterday she told me that today we will not be going out .......they had went on monday and had watch HMS3 .......they went without me!!!!!!!!!!!!.............and not telling me ..................i was so happy went i went home frm the NCC camp that i was going to met my frenz on friday then look what they had done to me......they had replaced my happiness to sadness..........i really hate them as my best frens only not as a friends.......

KAYAKING RAWKS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

todae gerek seyy!!!!!!!!! belajar naik kayak best giler babe!!!!!!!! the best part biler learn nak capsized meaning kepala kau kat bawa then from them kau kene bangun sendiri.first kene capsized yourself larh!!!!!!!!!BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NARI ADE!!!!!!!!!!BESOK PUN ADE!!!!!!!!!!!! BESTNYE!!!!!!!!!!!!! TAPI YANG BESTNYE IS INSTRUTOR TU PANGGIL AKU PRINCESS PASAL EVERY TIME AKU IN TROUBLE DALAM LAUT DORANG SEMUA RESUE AKU TAU MACAM KNIGHTS LARH KATE KEN !!!!!!!!HEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHAHEHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

MY HEART GONNA BREAK SOON CAUSE I REALLY COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PASAL FREDSHIP LARH APE LAGI..............BENCI AKU LARH, TK SUKE HAIR STYLE AKU LARH, NI LARH, TU LARH!!!!!!!!!! BINGIT LARH TAU TK!!!!!!!!!!!DAHLARH AKU NANGIS TK HENTI-HENTI,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,ITU PASAL KERANE INI JE PUN AKU NK NANGIS..................AKU PUN MCM DAH TKNK G SKOLAH LAGI GITU.......................STRESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................................MID-YEAR EXAM DH BIS KENE HAPPY HAPPY ....................TAPI AKU PULAK SAD SAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TAPI YG PENTING AKU DAPAT G SEC2 NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what for ade kwn? kwn yg penting diri sendiri!!!!!!!!! yg suke pasak org............ geramnye aku dahlah smalam aku nangis sape yg nk ambik tau nobody!!!!!!!!!!!!! my new friends dan kwn lame sumue same penting kan diri sendiri!!!!!!!!!!! nabilah aku bilang kau something wat for u ade kwn yg tak nk ambek tahu psl kiter!!!!!!!!!!!!! lebih baik tk peluh ken kwn ..........exam nk angkat datang lebih baik kau belajar pandai-pandai supaye kau dapat masuk sec2....kau tk peluh sad-sad kalau kau tkde kwn tkpe yg penting kau pass k !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

today was so great!!!!!!!!!! i really could not ever forget ............... when i went in the stadium my feelings started to change it wasnt the same ........... it was so cool!!!!!!!!!!! LAND, SEA, AIR!!!!!!!!! ALL OF IT WAS SO COOL !!!!!!!!!!!...............the cool cadets , the fireworks , the performance were all fun and very very very great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kalau org tk pergi rugi siah korang !!!!!!!!! the fireworks was so amazing indeed!!!!!!!!!! i wish i could go again again and again !!!!!!!!!!!! nobody can scold NCC names coz NCC rockz 4 ever !!!!!!!!!! NCC ROCKZ MY WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes i feel like someone had betray me for such a long time!!!!!!!!! one is a boy and one is a girl.....i couldnt believe they had done this to me it really hurts my heart deep deep inside........... i wish that didnt betray me like this.................i m so full of anger already!!!!!!!! i been so nice to them and u noe what they gave me in return ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
they betray me instead !!!!!!!!!! i cant stop shout:( i was going to burst any minute nowbut i still need to sabar ........allah loves people that bersabar.....